"I thought you're a quiet girl, Q-En. Your face look so innocent and obedient. Do you know that the first day we met...." That is my first impression from others, which, most of my friends told me after they know me quite well. Well, not to say that I am totally the opposite way behind my look. It is just that I do not talk a lot when I am not close to a person. Even if I tried to talk to them, there's nothing much to talk about. I'll just have to admit that I am not a good orator.
Actually, I am quite a shy person, because I do not really like to speak out, especially singing. Something which I believe the most, is, the world will turn upside down, inside out and starts to rain cats and dogs, which will eventually lead to another scene of Noah's Ark, if I sing in public. I have no idea why I am always such a coward in this topic. Of course, I did try to bring out my courage when I really need to stand up for my opinion, for I will be lost in hopes and misery. But, after going through the thicks and thins, I think I became far more matured than before, in a sense of voicing out courageously, not as shy as before.
Here's one thing I like other people to know about me, I love baking and cooking as well. Even if I'm very busy with my things, I will never give any excuses to not to bake. I bake when I have nothing to do, I bake when I got requests from others, I bake for my passion, and I also bake to try on new recipe. I do not follow the recipe exactly, because most of the times I don't have the exact ingredient. Then I will try to do some substitution. One thing I never forget about baking, I will reduce the amount of sugar and fats stated in the recipe. I don't know why but every recipe that I tried, even I have already cut down the sugar, still they are very sweet and sugary. Sometimes, I even cut down eggs. My father is always phobia of using "his" eggs for unecessary purposes. One more that I could not deny the most is the price of an egg. It is getting costly day by day. Because of this, I need to think twice whether to bake using eggs or without it. If its nice then it is okay, and my father won't complain much. But if the outcome is rather disappointing, an egg is wasted! So, I only use eggs when I am confident with my recipe or I will choose a recipe that does not require many eggs. So far, baking cheesecake is one of my expertise. Because they are actually quite easy to bake! And, I love cheese a lot! Well, I can say that my best cheesecake is tiramisu. (mm..mm..yummy..) Right now, I am still putting my best foot forward towards chocolate chip cookies (those really crunchy and chocolatey one like the Famous Amos" ) and also donuts.
Okay, let us get even deeper. I am quite lazy, actually. But it all depends on what I am doing. If I think that it benefits me, I will work for it till the end of my fingers. I will never complain about anything as I realise the importance of something. I will also fight till the very end just to make sure that evrything turns out nice. However, sometimes I do get away from things as I do not want to stress out. I will always find ways to make my day better each day. Coming back to my laziness, most probably I will not to do what I suppose to do and procrastinate it until the next day or even the next week and so on. It is just that sometimes we do get our pleasure when we are lazy. But, I will limit myself for laziness for I knew that if I go to far beyond, I will lose everything. Consequently, I always try my best to things wisely so that I can get the best of both worlds.
Of course, there are more about myself, and this page cannot put "me" inside. Even I myself have no idea what I really am. Just like the psychologists said, " Teenagers, they are in the process of growing up to become more matured. Everyday, they are searching for they own identity. To sum a long story short, anyone who wants to know me better, deeper, all you have to do is become my friend and get along with me. It is that simple.
Actually, I am quite a shy person, because I do not really like to speak out, especially singing. Something which I believe the most, is, the world will turn upside down, inside out and starts to rain cats and dogs, which will eventually lead to another scene of Noah's Ark, if I sing in public. I have no idea why I am always such a coward in this topic. Of course, I did try to bring out my courage when I really need to stand up for my opinion, for I will be lost in hopes and misery. But, after going through the thicks and thins, I think I became far more matured than before, in a sense of voicing out courageously, not as shy as before.
Here's one thing I like other people to know about me, I love baking and cooking as well. Even if I'm very busy with my things, I will never give any excuses to not to bake. I bake when I have nothing to do, I bake when I got requests from others, I bake for my passion, and I also bake to try on new recipe. I do not follow the recipe exactly, because most of the times I don't have the exact ingredient. Then I will try to do some substitution. One thing I never forget about baking, I will reduce the amount of sugar and fats stated in the recipe. I don't know why but every recipe that I tried, even I have already cut down the sugar, still they are very sweet and sugary. Sometimes, I even cut down eggs. My father is always phobia of using "his" eggs for unecessary purposes. One more that I could not deny the most is the price of an egg. It is getting costly day by day. Because of this, I need to think twice whether to bake using eggs or without it. If its nice then it is okay, and my father won't complain much. But if the outcome is rather disappointing, an egg is wasted! So, I only use eggs when I am confident with my recipe or I will choose a recipe that does not require many eggs. So far, baking cheesecake is one of my expertise. Because they are actually quite easy to bake! And, I love cheese a lot! Well, I can say that my best cheesecake is tiramisu. (mm..mm..yummy..) Right now, I am still putting my best foot forward towards chocolate chip cookies (those really crunchy and chocolatey one like the Famous Amos" ) and also donuts.
Okay, let us get even deeper. I am quite lazy, actually. But it all depends on what I am doing. If I think that it benefits me, I will work for it till the end of my fingers. I will never complain about anything as I realise the importance of something. I will also fight till the very end just to make sure that evrything turns out nice. However, sometimes I do get away from things as I do not want to stress out. I will always find ways to make my day better each day. Coming back to my laziness, most probably I will not to do what I suppose to do and procrastinate it until the next day or even the next week and so on. It is just that sometimes we do get our pleasure when we are lazy. But, I will limit myself for laziness for I knew that if I go to far beyond, I will lose everything. Consequently, I always try my best to things wisely so that I can get the best of both worlds.
Of course, there are more about myself, and this page cannot put "me" inside. Even I myself have no idea what I really am. Just like the psychologists said, " Teenagers, they are in the process of growing up to become more matured. Everyday, they are searching for they own identity. To sum a long story short, anyone who wants to know me better, deeper, all you have to do is become my friend and get along with me. It is that simple.
